This really did happen. This dictation is not science fiction. No sir. You must believe me when I promise you that this is a true story.
I awoke one morning into a brand new life. Imagine my relief when I realized I was now inhabiting a healthy teenage girl's body? Oh, the dreaded life I had escaped from was horrific. Make no mistake. And I was in the direst of situations before being resituated into this lovely new body.
Outside, sun shining. A warm summer day, ready for me to play in the freedom of my new life.
At first there were a few moments of terror before I realized I was actually safe. I really was going to be okay. I had escaped.
And into this healthy body too???? I am a teenage girl now??? Holy fucking shit! To feel this way, inside this body is amazing. To suddenly have all of this energy and health when a few minutes earlier I had been....I had been.....I had been....
*This is what actually happened. I died. I was ill. My body was rotting from the inside out. I was likely riddled with cancer. And I was afraid. Ever so frightened. Actually, I was terrified. What was death going to be like? Was I going to continue in some kind of form, or is this it for me? And then I died. I was ever so sad. It was all over and done with now.
But then I noticed how my body felt. I noticed I had a body. I was not a disembodied soul. I was a person. I was alive!!!! I was alive!!!!!
Relieved endorphins flooded through my body. Spreading happily from cell to cell. This experience of receiving a fresh new life, where I escaped the suffering of whatever it was I was experiencing, really did happen.
I'm not sure if I was an old lady dying of cancer, or if I was killed in a horrific car accident. Probably more like the latter. Because it felt like I was escaping from extreme trauma or oppression. Regardless, this did happen.
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